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June 08

..............

 
 
 
 
 
有時候願望會變得越來越具體,

然後一不小心就成為了現實。

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
June 06

.............

 
 
 
 

我願意付出所有去換你一點快樂。

 

 

Thank you for everything.

June 02

Pink~奇妙な夢 Mr.Children live

 

       

  been waiting for so long..

 

 

May 18

............

 

눈물이 뚝뚝Dropping Tears - K.will(케이윌)

............

                                                                 
 
 

  thx my dear friend

 

May 05

..........

 
 
 
 
 
 
there is nothing more magnificent than going off into the unknown
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
May 04

.........

 
 
 
 
 
BACK TO NORMAL MODE
 
 
 
 
 
 
thank you
 
 
 
 
 
May 01

........

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
no me digas nada,
 
 
 
sólo abráza me.
 
 
 
 
 
 
esto es lo que quiero
 
 

April 26

.......

 
 
 
 
  
"But I don't want to go among mad people," Alice remarked.

"Oh, you can't help that," said the Cat: "we're all mad here. I'm mad. You're mad."

"How do you know I'm mad?" said Alice.

"You must be," said the Cat, "or you wouldn't have come here."
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
April 13

......

 
 
 
 
 
life without passion
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
is unforgivable
 
 
Thanks, Taka
 
April 10

.....

 
 
 
 

 

We spend more, but have less.

 

We buy more, but enjoy less.

 

We have more knowledge, but less sense,
more experts, but more problems,

more medicine, but less wellness.

 

We have multiplied our possessions,

but reduced our values.

 

We write more, but learn less.

 

We plan more, but accomplish less.

 

We've learned to rush, but not to wait.

 

We've learned how to make a living, but not a life.

 

We've added years to life, not life to years.

 

 

 

We talk too much, love too seldom,

and hate too often.

 

 

 

 

 

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It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything

 

I'm addicted

 

 

   

 

April 05

....

 
 
 
 
thought i was over you
 
 
my hideout, my baby grand
 
dew on glasses
 
smell of antique
 
the magic hours
 
 
 
 
 
 
never did i realize
 
that i'd miss you all
 
 
so much
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
April 02

...

 
 
 
 
 
you hit me like a bullet,
i wear you like a tattoo.
 
 
 
 
 
 

 
 
that was a year ago.
 
 
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
what a luvly paycheck...
 
thx my buddies.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

March 27

..

..
 
 
 
 
 
Bobo asked today,
 
"If there's one and only one piece of music that you'd be allowed to bring along with you to heaven (or hell, so to speak),
 
what would it be?"

 
 
 
And my answer is
 
Santana's Europa.
 
 

This is my most-listened-to piece of music when alive,
 
 
guess it'd be more or less the same after the judgement day.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
September 30

time

 
 
No matter what others may say -
 
Rachmaninoff is always the best
 
Piano Concerto No. 2 is always the best
 
Heiftz is simply the best
 
Rubinstein is simply the best
 
 
 
 
The magic is ALWAYS there.
 
Sounds astonishing, as from heaven.
 
Let's not be tainted by the roaring tidal.
 
 
 
 
Hold it in front of your eyes once more
 
and say ten years to remember.
 
Coz we have BEEN there.
 
 
 
 
Thank you for being my shelter,
 
and all the things that we have shared,
 
and are going to share,
 
ever since from the very beginning.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
September 18

時 間

 
 
 
 
我們無法判斷猜測時間的廣度和深度。

 

 

假如可以對時間有更多的把握。假如能夠計算期限。

 

是不是,

 

我們就會懂得珍視。對彼此充滿寵溺。

 

 

 

 

 

 

February 15

escape

                                                                                                                    

 

 

 

my way out 

 

 

 

                                                                       

January 05

時光機器

 
 
All the seasons and the times of your days.
All the nickels and the dimes of your days.
Let the reasons and the rhymes of your days.
All begin and end with me.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
April 22

....

 
 

 

 

 

8 Apr

 

 

 

The path that must go

Before the rain washes

Before the pebbles run down

Before it breaks

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
7 Mar
 
 
 
 
Let's stop and think
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
25 Jan
 
 
 

Feeling a little screwed up maybe.

That's why we all need a smile, a hug.

 

Just once in a while.
Give it to me.

  

 

All I ever wanted
is just a little, little piece of eternity.

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
and, happy b day to dear flow
 
 
 
 
  
 
 
19 Dec
 
 
 
When one door closes another door opens, but we so often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door, that we don't see the ones which open for us.
 

 

 

 

21 Nov

 

 

 

 

荒謬,是會把黑變成白,醜變成美。

 

 

 

不夠荒謬時你不相信,到足夠荒謬時,你就會深信不疑。

 

 

 

 

 

9 Nov

 

 

you are all that i got now, isn’t it

 

 

 

 

 

and the answer is yes

 

 

  

8 Nov

 

夏天是新的,讓人好想往前看;
冬天是舊的,教人記起過去的氣味。

 

 

 

2 Nov

 

要說的話

都被空氣
扭曲或重組了

 

難怪你總是無法回應我
(我相信你不是故意的)

 
 
  
 
24 Oct
 

 

從前


我們對坐 說笑

看起來 多麼神奇

 

別小覤時間

 

 

 
 
 
20 Oct
 
 

If i could change the world,
i would be the sunlight in your universe.

 
 
 
 
9 Oct
 
 
 

we have too much time to think,
about our dreams.

we take hints from the stars,
we stare at the clouds.

dance in the rain and,
drunk to see the world spin.

we are amazed by every little thing in life,
smile cause we are happy.

we love deeply and passionately,
willing to give up everything to seek.

this passion we have in us,
will only live once.

can you feel it?


 


it's dying in us.


quietly,
in everyone of us.

 
 
 
 
 p.s. seems that i'm unable to leave comments due to certain technical problems... dun know why.  my lovely friends, hope you are all doing well.  be happy.
 
 
 
 
1 Oct
 
 
 
 
 

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
23 August
 
 
 
 
'Somebody' -
 
 
a beautiful song written and sung by Martin L. Gore
 
published 22 years ago
 
but still as touching.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
16 August
 
 
 
A Song for You
 
 
If my words don't come together
Listen to the melody

I love you in a place where there's no space or time
I love you for in my life you are a friend of mine
And when my life is over
Remember when we were together
We were alone and I was singing this song for you
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
14 August
 

 

i'm fighting so hard

to find the days ahead

 

 

 

you know what

i've never been so determined

 

 

 

i'll get there

 

 

 

22 July

 

是一个讨厌改变的人

 

   

 

喜欢的小店总要close down

喜欢的型号就总要discon

 

 

好的东西就总要消失

 

  

 
22 July
 
 
 
 

大病一場

 

 

 

好在

 

還有你關心

 

 

 

 

 

 

11 July
 
 
 
 

我的msn messenger 消失了

 

我的mobile phone no. 消失了

 

 

 

 

 

 
9 July
 
 
 
 
繼續善忘。
 
忘掉所有。
 
只記快樂。
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
victoria harbour
 
taken on my way home
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
26 June
 
 
 
 
 
hometown
 
thx j for the pic
 
 
 
 
 
 
22 June 
 
 



曉得如何撐開白雲


 

為我遮風擋雨

 

 

 

 

然後  陽光便普照

 

 

 

 

 

謝謝你

 

 

 

 

 

 

  

8 June
 
 
 

可爱的人儿们

 

 

好象有点重要的事情要去做

 

回头再见

 

 

 

快乐

 

 

 

 

 
 
 
 
 
 
5 June
 
 
 
 

要用最慵懶的姿勢
恍惚地面對這個世界

 

Good idea, flow

 
 
 
 

 
 
 
  
 
 
 
 
 
31 May
 
 
 
life is somewhere else
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
30 May
 
 
 

 

要用黄梅调的唱法 ~

 

 

祝你生日快乐

s s r s m r d

 

祝你生日快乐

r r r d m r d

 

祝你生日快乐

l, l, r r t, l, d

 

祝你生日快乐

l, d l, d r m d r d l, s,

 

 

 

 

 

十三岁了, 小朋友

 

 

祝你

继续迷人

继续华丽

 

 

Close your eyes & make a wish

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
23 May
 
 
 
 
 
 

 taken in office today
 
 
 
0388...
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

白色謊言

 

擔心的謊話

 

 

 

 

到底我是甚麼時候從一個圈子遷到另外一個,又是甚麼時候,變成了浮游生物?

 

時間在記憶裡重疊起來,已經分不清楚。

 

發生過太多事,可記得的卻太少。

 

 

 

  

 
20 May
 
 
 
 
努力生活 是為了 下一個悠長假期 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
17 May
 
 
 
 
.
 
 
 
 
Ending
 
of
 
 
 
the era
of decadence
 
 
 
 
  
 
 
 
 
 
 
it's never too late, i think
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
13 May
 
 
 
 

 
Thx hansey for the pic
 
[using canon-300D / 17-40L]
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
11 May
 
 
 
 
 

 
 
 
 
 

我匆匆忙忙的想拍下甚麼 卻發現自己太愚昧
有些感覺 既捉不緊 留不住 也都 拍不下來

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
27 April
 
 
 

時間

 

這樣過

 

 

 

一些

 

不及

 

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
22 April
 
 
 

沒有原因,

 

今天一早醒來,陽光普照,

 

心情非常明朗。

 

走在路上,有輕輕彈跳的匆動。

 

我不懂得怎麼把這種感覺寫下來,

 

可我真的希望能跟你們分享。

 

 

希望我們常常都能這麼簡單的被快樂圍繞。

 

 

 

 

March 28

...

 

 

20 April

 

 

Trio Taklamakan playing Oblivion (by Piazzolla, arr. Bragato)

 

This demo recording may sound a bit raw and unrefined, but the spontaneousity in it shines through with irresistible charisma. 

 

Just like doing a tango, you simply must give everything to play and enjoy it.

 

 

 

 

19 April

 

 

在別人邁步向前的時候


我好像總是 

滿足沉醉於

自己 

小小的世界

 

對於面對現實 

真的很不擅長

 

偶爾 

會走出我的世界

驚嘆一下

外面的世界

 

如斯大
如斯新鮮
如斯殘酷

 

然後 

回到我小小的世界

 

 

 

seems like the stuffs that i've posted here since late march are lost......   anyway, it doesn't matter

 

 

January 16

..

 

 

26 March

 

 

完全是我的錯。

 

是我的任性和自私。

 

 

 

 

 

24 March

 

 

 

想起從前 

 

半夜會找誰聊至清早

 


現在 

 

甚至連說話的氣力也沒了

 

 

靜悄悄的

 

 

然後 

 

我將不被了解

 
不被誰了解

 

 

 

 

18 March

 

 

I need a fix
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this

 

 

 

17 March

 

 

雨過天晴。

 

既然一切都不在掌握之中,

就順其自然的往前走吧。

偶爾會感到一點點安穩的感覺,

好安心的。

 

窗外陽光依然。

 

 

尖沙嘴駁火..

Sounds terrible…

 

Salute to your colleagues.

Wish one of them can rest in peace, and the other to get well soon.

 

Genki and take care Jet.

 

 

 

 

16 March

  

 

Thx 

coz you

 

always pop up at the right times

and never pop up at the wrong times

give me the right stuffs when I needed them

and make me feel happy just to see your little icon on the list

 

 

 

 

15 March

 

 

Time is like a drug.

 

Sometimes I think that i'm as cool as fxxx

and other times I see myself as the biggest loser in the world.

 

I make myself laugh most of the times.

But during the past month this hasn't happened,

and god knows why I preferred to make myself cry.

 

 

Maybe tomorrow I’ll be fine.

 

 

Actually, let me remove the maybe. 

I will be coz I want to.

 

 

 

 

 

Thx, flow

my radar 

 

 

  

 

13 March

 

 

 

反正已經不能走

一直游下去吧

 

 

 

 

 

 

  

 

11 March

 

 

 

曾經
我們以為


一段惦記
 
都會是一輩子的事

 

 

後來

 

 

不必經過蒼海桑田


 

那些愛恨
原來不知不覺間

 

早隨著
年月日分秒

 

 

淡化得不知所蹤


 

 

既然

 

在那些年後

 

一切都
不再重要

 

 

 

到了最後

 

原來

一切根本都

 

 

不重要

 

 

 

  

3 March

 

 

 

記住

要快樂

 

 

you are a friend of mine



when life is over

remember when we were together

 

    

  

 

7 February

 

 

In a manner of speaking
I just want to say
That i could never forget the way
You told me everything
By saying nothing
In a manner of speaking
I don't understand
How love in silence becomes reprimand
But the way i feel about you
Is beyond words

Oh give me the words
Give me the words
That tell me nothing
Oh give me the words
Give me the words
That tell me everything

In a manner of speaking
Semantics won't do
In this life that we live
We only make do
And the way that we feel
Might have to be sacrificed

So in a manner of speaking
I just want to say
That like you i should find a way
To tell you everything
By saying nothing

 

 

 


1 February

 

 

My 100 things:

 

1.       I don't want to care about what people think of me.

2.       But I do.

3.       I want to look great.

4.       But I am lazy.

5.       I like to be thin.

6.       But everybody says I look better with some extra kilos.

7.       I don’t mean to have long hair.

8.       Just that I hate to visit the salon.

9.       I want to catch up with my friends and the ones I like.

10.     But I am lazy.

11.     I am simply not avoiding anybody.

12.     Just that I am lazy.

13.     Trust me.

14.     I have a split personality

15.     Half of me is a perfectionist.

16.     The other half is a ‘sie dan’.

17.     I always spend too much time trying to perfect any one thing that I want to do.

18.     Otherwise I would rather give it up or not starting it off for good.

19.     I try to have an open mind about everything.

20.     And I mean everything.

21.     I believe in God but not any churches that I've been to yet.

22.     I like talking and writing in sentence fragments.

23.     That's why I prefer Messaging to Email or Fax.

24.     I tend to be sillier on Messaging then in real life.

25.     Not that I'm not silly in real life.

26.     I like to look on the bright side of things.

27.     But I’m a pessimistic.

28.     I deny things I don't like and can't change.

29.     I can be very stubborn about things.

30.     I'm a good debater on subjects that I have opinions on.

31.     I have opinions on almost everything.

32.     I sometimes prefer not to express my opinions if I know it will cause controversy.

33.     I sometimes express my opinions specifically for the controversy.

34.     I was told that I resemble various different celebrities.

35.     I'm not sure if that's good or bad.

36.     I like the colour black.

37.     And only black.

38.     The other colours that I put on are merely for the purpose of making others happy.

39.     I’m interested in cutting edge new inventions.

40.     I’m eager and brave enough to try out any new products.

41.     Probably within a week upon its launching.

42.     At the same time, I’m enchanted by things from the past.

43.     Especially from the 20’s.

44.     I love sounds from the gramophone.

45.     I love to read historical publications.

46.     And listen to historical recordings.

47.     And watch historical movies.

48.     I’m a believer in horoscope.

49.     But I hate Tarot and the crystal ball.

50.     I love classical music.

51.     I love Rachmaninov Piano Concerto No.2

52.     But I like R & B and acid rock.

53.     I also like Argentinian and Cuban culture.

54.     I like 渡瀬政造.

55.     But I also like 荒俣宏.

56.     I am a humanist and love peace.

57.     But I am seen as nasty most of the time.

58.     I am a B-.

59.     I love virtual reality games.

60.     I hate decadence.

61.     But is constantly in that state.

62.     I love the feeling of under well control.

63.     But is constantly out of control.

64.     I am always late.

65.     I have no timetable.

66.     Even if I have one, I won’t be able to stick with any.

67.     I like gambling.

68.     But lucky enough is that I’m too lazy to gamble.

69.     I like crossing the boundaries.

70.     I like violating the rules.

71.     I hate to pretend to be friendly.

72.     I hate to discuss about TV programmes.

73.     I like shopping alone.

74.     I like strolling in the streets without a destination.

75.     I like book stores.

76.     I like fish siu mai.

77.     Not the real pork siu mai.

78.     I like all kinds of ‘cheung fun’.

79.     I like riding in cars.

80.     But I’m too lazy to drive.

81.     I like speeding.

82.     I like collecting.

83.     And lust for the possession of things.

84.     And people.

85.     For no particular reasons

86.     I love passionate guys.

87.     I love straightforward guys.

88.     I love sexy guys.

89.     I love to enjoy the golden hours of the day.

90.     Namely, from 14:45 to 15:45.

91.     And, from 18:15 to 19:15.

92.     Magic moments.

93.     Magic music.

94.     Can make me drunk.

95.     And this was the reason for most of the things that I’ve done.

96.     Even though I do believe there’s not always a reason for everything.

97.     But at the same time I believe things all happened for a reason which we will only to discover at a later stage of our lives.

98.     I always think that it would be nice if the earth is to vanish at one particular moment in time.

99.     And every living things on earth to perish in one go.

100.  Then, no worry, no pain.  Wouldn’t it be good.

 

 
 
 
 
 
 
25 January
 
 
 
Cool pics from the South Pole by my friend Wilson.
 
 
(but you'll have to go thru his 'leng chai' pics before you can see the South Pole shots... haha)
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
23 January
 
 
 
 
I would be the sunlight in your universe,

 

If I could change the world.
 
 
  
 
 
 
My all time favourites (6)
 
 
SERGEY RACHMANINOV
 
 
 
 

 
 
 
 
GEORGE GERSHWIN
 
 
 

 
 
 
 
 
 
 My all time favourites (5)
 
 
SADE
 
 
 
 
 
 
You hit me like a soft bullet
I wear you like a tattoo
 
 
 
  
 
21 January
 
 
 
A Glory Day
 
 
 
Ms T, well done indeed. 
 
 
 
And, thankyou for hearing my prayers.
 
How wonderful life is.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
20 January
 
 
 
 
 
帝都物语 - manga and the animation
 
 
 
 
 
 

 
 
 
 
 
19 January
 
My beloved storybooks
 
 
by 渡瀬政造
 
 
 
 

 
 
 
 
by John Burningham
 
 
 

 
 
 
 
 
 
18 January

Since when..

 
 
did i start out 
 
 
 
unrestrained gratification
 
self-indulgence
 
and then
 
excessive self-indulgence
 
 
 
i shouldn't have
 
open up the box afterall
 
or
 
will it
 
open up itself anyhow
 
 
 
 
  
 
Sometimes you don't know what to do
 
Sometimes you know what to do, but you don't want to do it
 
Other times, no matter how much you'd like to do anything,
 
there's nothing that you can do
 
Sometimes we think we can move heaven and earth at our will
 
Sometimes we feel powerless and useless
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

 
 
 
 
  

 

16 January


I'm talking to you..

 
 
 
 
 

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

January 13

Life is like a journey on a train

 

 

 

We board, we leave. There may be accidents. Some stops reserve a pleasant surprise. Some other stops hide a deep sadness.

 

When we were born and boarded the train, we met some people whom we believed will be with us until the end of the journey. Our parents.

Sadly, the truth is different: They get off at some station and leave us without their company.

 

However there are other people who board the train, who will prove to be very important for us: our brothers, our friends, and all the wonderful people whom we love.

 

Some people consider the trip as a quick walk, some others may find difficulties in their journey, and then there are other travellers, always present and always ready to help those who need them.

 

Sometimes, when someone leaves, they cause a constant nostalgia.

 

Someone else, jumps on the train and leaves almost immediately, and we barely notice them.

 

It surprises us when some of the passengers whom we love most, decide to sit in another carriage and let us travel alone. We take the hassle to go and look for them in their carriage.

Unfortunately, sometimes, we can't take the seat next to them, as that seat is already taken.

Nevermind, this is the journey. Full of challenges, dreams, fantasies, hopes and goodbyes. But with no return.

 

Try and take this journey in the best possible way.

 

The big mystery of this trip is: we don't know when we'll leave the train for good, and neither the other travellers will. Not even the very ones who are sitting right next to us.

 

I think I will be really sorry when I'll get off the train forever.

It will be painful saying goodbye to all the people I've met during the journey, and leaving my loved ones behind.

But I hold the hope that sooner or later we'll all get together again at the central station and I imagine how it will be like, seeing them all come with some luggage that at the time they boarded the train they didn't have.

What makes me happy is the thought that I helped enriching the content of their luggage, making it to be more valuable and precious.

 

 

 

 

 

 

January 12

Good stuffs from..

 
VC's old shelf (now gone already)
 
 
Eric Rohmer's RENDEZVOUS IN PARIS
 
 
 
 
Slava Tsukerman's LIQUID SKY
 
 
 
 
Franc Roddam's QUADROPHENIA
 
 
 
 
 
January 09

My all time favourites (4)

 
ASTOR PIAZZOLLA
 
 
 
 
 
 
THE SMITHS
 
 
 
 
 
 

My all time favourites (3)

 
 
東京日和
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
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